The process of Kundalini Awakening is always progressing and evolving but energy works in very smart and subtle ways resulting in big shifts. This is my awakening journey of my Kundalini energy and the changes/shifts I've experienced in my cleansing process.
The journey is never ending and I will continue to experience more shifts but these are some of the changes I had so far.
1. Being content with myself
2. No depression or anxiety
3. Not being attached too much to material things
4. Meeting more people with soul connections
1. Being content with myself
After experiencing Kundalini awakening, you slowly come to realization that all of the love and validation you've been seeking for outside was always within you. I understood this from before but I started to understand and feel it with my body.
Comparison and Jealousy is existent within everyone, including myself. But it is an indication of where you are lacking the love and validation within yourself and sometimes it guides you what your heart really seeks.
As you focus more going inwards and nourish alone time, comparison and jealousy will start fading away building more contentment with yourself. It is not a bad thing, it is showing you where you need to heal with love.
It came strongly to me that no matter how much validation or love you get from outside it will never truly fulfill you until you give it yourself. Because true wholeness is always within.
2. No depression or anxiety
Before the initiation process, I use to be always depressed like something critical important is missing from me.
It is true that when you feel things too much, we can feel so much joy and so much darkness too. I felt so much emptiness and apathy to just live life before the awakening process and never really satisfied with anything.
After the Initiation process, I finally reconnected with myself and remembering my purpose to live and truly feeling deep desire to be service and help others.
My depression and apathy was from the feeling that I felt like a lost cause, that there is no meaning to all of this. When people asked me "What I wanted to be when i was adult", "What is my dream job?" I really had no answer, how could I simply figure out my dream job when I only lived for few decades of my life?
I feel like this is the case for many of the people of my age, and even older generations. Feeling lost, and forgetting what sparks them up settling for something that someone or the whole society expects them to do.
Activating my Kundalini allowed me to reconnect with my soul, feeling the spark of my life again. Something that lights me up from within feeling like I am living my life again.
3. Not being too materialistic
As the process deepens in my journey I feel less materialistic because the satisfaction comes from within. But I still enjoy material things but kept at minimal and very self- conscious when choosing things to purchase. I am still learning to balance the spiritual and material for my well being.
I wasn't super shopaholic back then but once satisfaction comes from within I don't feel the need to attain most of the things I wanted to back then.
This doesn't mean that material things are "bad", just like the ego isn't "bad", we just have to balance and master them consciously because it can become a great tool and help us in living life tremendously.
4. Meeting more people with soul connection
After my Kundalini Awakening, I meet so many people whom I have soul connection from this life or my past lives. Becoming more of my authentic self, I meet more people who share the same vibe, outlooks, perspectives and just enjoy being with their presence.
I started meeting my soul connections like my soul family, soulmates, soul sisters and brothers one after another. Not only every I meet treats me so kindly and with genuine intent, they want to seek out help and support as well as advice that I need that at that moment.
When you meet someone with soul connections, you will feel at ease from the moment you meet and talking with them will not feel like a burden for you.
From before I didn't enjoy small talks and shallow relationships.However meeting your connections will feel joyous and energetic after talking to them and activating more of your soul within.
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